I know I haven’t posted in ages but this deserves to be told but omg, Blink last night was by far the best gig I have ever been to. I saw them last month at the O2 but last night just wiped the floor. Managed to get to 2nd row centre and I was pretty much within a few feet away from my idols. 28 song set, double encore and I sweated so much I drenched my whole t shirt and vest to the point the dye seaped onto my vest. Here’s the evidence:
On a side note, yesterday was my first day of street teaming and I managed to shift all 300 or so flyers in under two hours. Weirdly I quite enjoyed it especially for a guy who doesn’t talk much XD
So… I don’t know how to start this but okay.
So there’s a film which loads of people quote on here which goes by the name of ’500 days of summer’ and I see these pictures with these little quotes from the film and yea it’s a love related but there’s one thing which always come to my mind. If any of you who’ve seen the movie you’d know that there’s a scene where Tom Hanson is at the meeting all depressed and shit after he found out Summer was engaged and he does this speech about love and such. But he also mentions how those cards he makes is just a bad thing cause they’re making up messages for people who can’t tell the person themselves. Well here’s the point I’m about to make.
These cryptic pictures and song lyrics is utter bullshit and it goes against everything Tom Hanson says. People quote things from that film yet they turn their backs one of the biggest points made on the film.
That’s the reason why I haven’t been posting on here lately. I admit I was one of those people who reblogged those photos saying ‘I miss you’ or whatever, hoping that certain someone will see it and they’ll understand your message but honestly it’s just painful. For the person reading your blog and seeing these pictures you post can hurt them, even if you are posting things like ‘I love you’ that person might not know that it’s directed at them. I myself am a paranoid person, one who thinks too much for someone his age should and it honestly fucks me up. Yes it’s hard to say what you want to that certain person, I know it myself. You get that lump in your throat and you really really wanna tell them how you feel but your body physically stops you from doing so. But in all honesty, it’s better to say it in person cause 1) The person knows how you feel about them, 2) It’ll mean more to them and 3) those words you use aren’t ones someone has put in your mouth. They’re your own.
Now I’m here reading these things someone is posting and I don’t have a fucking clue whether they’re aimed towards me. Does that person hate me? Does that person still like me? Does that person think I’ve made her feel rejected? I don’t fucking know. I’m not bothering with all these cryptic messages anymore so if you wanna know how I feel then you come to me and ask me. And same for everyone else, if you wanna say something to someone then say it to them. Ask them and tell them how you feel, whether you hate them or whether you like them cause at that person will not be held in the dark, double guessing how you really feel sending them into such a state that they’re faking smiles for the sake of keeping everyone happy whilst feeling broken inside.
I’ve missed a lot of chances cause I’v kept things inside and I honestly regret not telling a certain someone how I felt earlier cause maybe things might not have turned out the way they are now. So from now on don’t see any soppy love things or hate messages reblogged from someone else. If you wanna tell me something then come tell me in person and I’ll do the same.
The Starting Line - Bedroom Talk
I’m gonna tear your ass up like we just got married
And you’re all mine now
Tonight is the night we’ve been waiting for all our lives
Or maybe for just tonight
Wish I was Kenny Vasoli :/